hemrage: (Still: Jensen - PTM)
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Word count: 36,000 approx
Pairings: Primarily Jensen/JDM (see warnings below!)
Warnings: NC17, AU, mpreg, angst - beyond these I am unwilling to add warnings to this post for things which I believe will give the story away. Though some of the content may prove 'triggery' to some I can, at least, promise a happy ending!
Oh - and porn!
If you are REALLY determined to get all the warnings before you read then go HERE - but I do believe they give too much away!
Author's Notes: This was written for the [livejournal.com profile] mpregbb challenge. The first challenge fic I've been able to complete in quite a while.
I wish to give thanks to the two people who offered to beta this little fic [livejournal.com profile] arliss and [livejournal.com profile] smidgeson. They had a hard task, not least because I wrote this story on my iPad and 'predictive text' threw up some interesting vocabulary. They also provided some invaluable advice (which I may have sometimes ignored, but not without giving it a lot of thought). Thank them for the good bits, the rest is all my own.
I also wish to thank my artist, [livejournal.com profile] beautiful_crow for choosing my story to work her magic on. The link to her work is here.



Summary
...fathering is not something perfect men do, but something that perfects the man ~ Frank Pittman, Man Enough

Jensen had always known he was different than his friends, some things – even those that are usually kept from innocent children - are just impossible to hide, and he had known what his nineteenth birthday would bring since the eve of his twelfth.



ONE | TWO | THREE | FOUR | FIVE |EPILOGUE




Date: 2012-02-23 09:24 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] deanvica23.livejournal.com
Long that i dont see your fics. Happy of new fic. You add a pdf too thanks.

Date: 2012-02-24 10:29 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] hemrage.livejournal.com
I'm not sure about the pdf at the moment. Making one isn't a problem, but I always used megaupload and now that is no more I'm not sure what site to use instead.

Date: 2012-02-28 06:33 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] forensicgirl.livejournal.com
*jumps in randomly* I've been using Dropbox and am very happy with it. Let me know if you are interested and I can PM you a link to access it. The only catch is that Dropbox is by invitation only and I can only send one invite per person.

Date: 2012-02-28 06:35 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] forensicgirl.livejournal.com
Link to the main Dropbox Page: https://www.dropbox.com/

Date: 2012-03-01 03:16 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] mre-quecky.livejournal.com
I made a pdf, if you need it?

Date: 2012-02-23 09:43 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] fufaraw
It's posted! Good for you! And good for your readers, too.

Date: 2012-02-24 10:29 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] hemrage.livejournal.com
Thanks for everything. You're help was invaluable.

Date: 2012-02-24 12:53 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] nicky69.livejournal.com
Saved this to read on my Kindle, it looks great.

Oh, and just so you know, the link to the artist post leads to an f-locked entry.

Date: 2012-02-24 10:30 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] hemrage.livejournal.com
I know the art was f.locked because it was posted before the posting date. I'll message her to ask her to unlock it.

hi!

Date: 2012-02-24 04:31 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] mena-tani.livejournal.com
You wrote a new fic and I'm happy about it, I love your fics and I come back to them every other month.
I'm going to read now it and comment later.

Hugs and have you a good weekend

Date: 2012-03-01 05:33 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lil-jei.livejournal.com
OMG! I wanted to run around screaming like a banshee over my happiness of you posting this. I read it in one sitting and wanted to read it again as soon as I was done...love love love and making Jeff/Jensen/Chris the main pairing was AWESOME!

Date: 2012-03-01 03:18 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] mre-quecky.livejournal.com
Yay, absolutely love your stories - and this one again! When I read that the car was just circling the building I went: nononononooooooo... And then it happened - and nononoonooooo... ahrg... but yeah, loved this story, too :D

Date: 2012-03-12 01:43 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ffyrestarr.livejournal.com
Amazing! Just read it all in one sitting & can't wait for any timestamps you want to dish out!x
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