Desperate Times - 35
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hemrageChapter 34 here.
Title: Desperate Times (35/?)
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Jensen/Jared, Jensen/OMCs, AU, Non-con, Dub-con, MPREG
Additional Warnings For This and Upcoming Chapters for those that want them – Reading these may, in my opinion, spoil your enjoyment of the story: (Highlight to read) Extreme medical practices, acts of terrorism, violence - murder and CHARACTER DEATH (I only kill original characters.)
“I don’t want you to go.”
Jensen moved closer to Jared as soon as the larger man climbed in, inching his way across the mattress so that he was touching as much of his lover as possible. He laid his head on Jared’s chest and stroked a hand across the muscles of his stomach, fingers dancing in the rise and dips of his abs, in the hollow of his navel, on the skin just below it.
He wasn’t averse to playing dirty and he smiled as the muscles twitched and Jared’s breath became heavier in anticipation of Jensen’s hand continuing its journey south.
It had been more than a week since they’d done anything more strenuous – more intimate - than cuddling – and if Jared was going away, leaving him, how much longer would it be before they could be together?
Jared rested his hand on Jensen’s, trapped it, held it still. “I just think it would be a good idea if I was away from here for a couple of days.”
Jensen didn’t want to pout but found himself doing it anyway. He spoke into Jared’s skin, refusing to lift his eyes to see Jared’s face. “Why? This is the first night you’ve spent in this bed since before I got sick.”
“Exactly Jen.” Jared picked up the captured hand, kissed the fingers. “Do you have any idea how badly I’ve wanted to be with you? Do you know how hard it’s going to be to not touch you in front of your family?”
Jensen’s frown also went unobserved. They could be together. It wasn’t going to be a problem, Jensen wasn’t going to let it be. “You don’t have to not touch me Jared. Like I told Josh, I’m not prepared to hide us.”
He felt Jared’s lips against the crown of his head before he spoke. “There’s a difference between not hiding, and rubbing your family’s face in it. I won’t be gone for long, a night or two. Just a boring supply run, that’s what Sam said.”
Jensen lifted his head then, looked down into Jared’s eyes and willed himself not to release the emotions that would turn tonight into anything other than something good. “He said it because he thought it would put you off. Thought I would. I got the impression he doesn’t want you with him.”
Jared shook his head, the smile unwavering. “Well, he didn’t say anything like that to me. Besides, Chris and I will probably spend half our time stopping Sam and Jack from killing each other. You know they’ve never got along.”
Jared chuckled and Jensen was struck, once again, by how much he loved this man. How much Jared’s happiness meant to him. He’d never thought …
He cast the idea aside. He wasn’t an idiot. He knew things weren’t always destined to last forever, his previous life certainly hadn’t. He couldn’t bring himself to believe he and Jared would have the lasting relationship his parents had enjoyed, but, while it lasted, he was determined to savor every moment.
“I still don’t want you to go.” Jensen put his head back down onto the warm chest, kissed his way across it.
Jared didn’t stop him, but he didn’t encourage him either.
Jensen stopped kissing him, bit his lip so that nothing came out he’d regret. Damnit Jared was a stubborn bastard. Jensen didn’t know whether he was angry, upset or horny. Probably, the way things were these days it was a combination of all three.
“Come on Jen, use the time. Bond with the people who travelled here to see you. Gave up everything to be with you. The lack of … an atmosphere … will help you guys remember how good it can be.”
Jensen knew Jared was talking sense, didn’t mean he had to like it.
He didn’t have a problem with spending more time with his family.
Well, he didn’t have much of one.
His dad was always easy to get along with but the only time he didn’t face a lecture off his mother was when she was smothering him.
Now that Sam and Chris had brought the equipment for Jeff’s clinic – the men of the camp helping set up while Jensen and Trey had been allowed to do nothing more strenuous than watch – Jensen could foresee more rows and arguments than ever. He knew she wanted the best for him, they just didn’t agree on what that was.
“If you’re away for more than one night, will you be able to let me know?”
Jared smiled, pulled Jensen’s body closer. Manhandled him so that Jensen was lying on top, chest to chest, his knees on either side of Jared’s hips. “Chris is setting up radio communication at the clinic. I’ll be able to contact you there.”
Jensen frowned. At the clinic! Everyone was conspiring against him.
“Besides, all we’re going to be doing is retrieving Sam’s truck and pick up enough fuel and food to last through the snows that are meant to come this way soon. It won’t take long to get it all together.”
Jensen felt Jared’s hands rest on his ass, finger sliding into the crease. Teasing.
Jensen sighed. “Jared?”
“I think, perhaps, we should take advantage of the time we do have. Remind you of what you’ve been missing, and what you’ve got to look forward to when I get home.”
As Jensen’s tongue started dueling with Jared’s he stopped caring that he’d lost the argument.
By the time Jared had him on his back he’d forgotten what they’d been arguing about.
Chris blew the smoke out into the night sky, grinning at the breathy sounds coming from the open window.
“Pervert.”
Chris grinned as Sam approached, pulling the cigarette out of his mouth and pointing it towards him. “Come on, that’s hot man. You’ve been there. You can’t deny that Jensen’s got one hell of a body, even with the bun in the oven.” He took another puff, “Besides, they’re saying ‘goodbye’.”
The smile dropped off Sam’s face then, and he sighed, “Yeah. Jared coming with isn’t ideal but, well, I think he’ll cooperate.”
Chris raised his eyebrows, “Really? You think so? That boy’s too fucking pure, Sam.” The word pure was accompanied by Jared’s breathy voice and Chris chuckled at the vulgarity the boy was spouting. “Okay, maybe not pure. But he’s not going to handle what we’ve got planned.”
Sam’s hand swept across his mouth, the skin stretching tight. “I think he will. Especially if he thinks Jensen’s safety’s at risk.”
“I know he loves the dude an’ all but you really think we can trust him?”
Sam sat on the porch step and waited until Chris joined him. When he was offered a cigarette this time, he took it.
“Jared spent weeks thinking he was responsible for Sarah – I think he’ll follow our lead. Wherever we go, he’ll follow.” Sam savored the first puff, tried to remember the last time he’d enjoyed a smoke.
“You got a lot of faith in him.”
“I trust him not to betray us. That’s all. He doesn’t have to watch, he just has to not try to stop us.”
Chris threw the butt onto the ground and lit another.
“How’d you get Jack to agree to come along, anyway?”
Chris smirked, obviously pleased with himself. “Oh, that was easy. The poor guy’s going stir crazy round here. Offered him a night away, beer, good food, change of scene, new faces – he was jumping at the chance to get away.”
“God Jared, pleeeeassse.”
Sam didn’t want to hear what his friends were doing, but they were being anything other than quiet. He shrugged – it wasn’t the first time he’d heard them at it, probably wasn’t going to be the last.
Chris took a long draw before blowing out the smoke and readjusting his pants. Sam wasn’t surprised that the noises the boys were making was having an effect on Chris. “That boy’s got some stamina.”
Sam laughed. Chris, really didn’t see the funny side as he stood up, adjusted himself again.
Just then the porch was lit up as a light went on in the living room. Chris quickly went to the window, cupped his hands against the glass so he could see inside.
“Looks like mom and dad have been woken up.”
Sam didn’t even bother looking up, “I bet Donna’s pissed?”
“And then some.”
Part 36
Title: Desperate Times (35/?)
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Jensen/Jared, Jensen/OMCs, AU, Non-con, Dub-con, MPREG
Additional Warnings For This and Upcoming Chapters for those that want them – Reading these may, in my opinion, spoil your enjoyment of the story: (Highlight to read) Extreme medical practices, acts of terrorism, violence - murder and CHARACTER DEATH (I only kill original characters.)
“I don’t want you to go.”
Jensen moved closer to Jared as soon as the larger man climbed in, inching his way across the mattress so that he was touching as much of his lover as possible. He laid his head on Jared’s chest and stroked a hand across the muscles of his stomach, fingers dancing in the rise and dips of his abs, in the hollow of his navel, on the skin just below it.
He wasn’t averse to playing dirty and he smiled as the muscles twitched and Jared’s breath became heavier in anticipation of Jensen’s hand continuing its journey south.
It had been more than a week since they’d done anything more strenuous – more intimate - than cuddling – and if Jared was going away, leaving him, how much longer would it be before they could be together?
Jared rested his hand on Jensen’s, trapped it, held it still. “I just think it would be a good idea if I was away from here for a couple of days.”
Jensen didn’t want to pout but found himself doing it anyway. He spoke into Jared’s skin, refusing to lift his eyes to see Jared’s face. “Why? This is the first night you’ve spent in this bed since before I got sick.”
“Exactly Jen.” Jared picked up the captured hand, kissed the fingers. “Do you have any idea how badly I’ve wanted to be with you? Do you know how hard it’s going to be to not touch you in front of your family?”
Jensen’s frown also went unobserved. They could be together. It wasn’t going to be a problem, Jensen wasn’t going to let it be. “You don’t have to not touch me Jared. Like I told Josh, I’m not prepared to hide us.”
He felt Jared’s lips against the crown of his head before he spoke. “There’s a difference between not hiding, and rubbing your family’s face in it. I won’t be gone for long, a night or two. Just a boring supply run, that’s what Sam said.”
Jensen lifted his head then, looked down into Jared’s eyes and willed himself not to release the emotions that would turn tonight into anything other than something good. “He said it because he thought it would put you off. Thought I would. I got the impression he doesn’t want you with him.”
Jared shook his head, the smile unwavering. “Well, he didn’t say anything like that to me. Besides, Chris and I will probably spend half our time stopping Sam and Jack from killing each other. You know they’ve never got along.”
Jared chuckled and Jensen was struck, once again, by how much he loved this man. How much Jared’s happiness meant to him. He’d never thought …
He cast the idea aside. He wasn’t an idiot. He knew things weren’t always destined to last forever, his previous life certainly hadn’t. He couldn’t bring himself to believe he and Jared would have the lasting relationship his parents had enjoyed, but, while it lasted, he was determined to savor every moment.
“I still don’t want you to go.” Jensen put his head back down onto the warm chest, kissed his way across it.
Jared didn’t stop him, but he didn’t encourage him either.
Jensen stopped kissing him, bit his lip so that nothing came out he’d regret. Damnit Jared was a stubborn bastard. Jensen didn’t know whether he was angry, upset or horny. Probably, the way things were these days it was a combination of all three.
“Come on Jen, use the time. Bond with the people who travelled here to see you. Gave up everything to be with you. The lack of … an atmosphere … will help you guys remember how good it can be.”
Jensen knew Jared was talking sense, didn’t mean he had to like it.
He didn’t have a problem with spending more time with his family.
Well, he didn’t have much of one.
His dad was always easy to get along with but the only time he didn’t face a lecture off his mother was when she was smothering him.
Now that Sam and Chris had brought the equipment for Jeff’s clinic – the men of the camp helping set up while Jensen and Trey had been allowed to do nothing more strenuous than watch – Jensen could foresee more rows and arguments than ever. He knew she wanted the best for him, they just didn’t agree on what that was.
“If you’re away for more than one night, will you be able to let me know?”
Jared smiled, pulled Jensen’s body closer. Manhandled him so that Jensen was lying on top, chest to chest, his knees on either side of Jared’s hips. “Chris is setting up radio communication at the clinic. I’ll be able to contact you there.”
Jensen frowned. At the clinic! Everyone was conspiring against him.
“Besides, all we’re going to be doing is retrieving Sam’s truck and pick up enough fuel and food to last through the snows that are meant to come this way soon. It won’t take long to get it all together.”
Jensen felt Jared’s hands rest on his ass, finger sliding into the crease. Teasing.
Jensen sighed. “Jared?”
“I think, perhaps, we should take advantage of the time we do have. Remind you of what you’ve been missing, and what you’ve got to look forward to when I get home.”
As Jensen’s tongue started dueling with Jared’s he stopped caring that he’d lost the argument.
By the time Jared had him on his back he’d forgotten what they’d been arguing about.
Chris blew the smoke out into the night sky, grinning at the breathy sounds coming from the open window.
“Pervert.”
Chris grinned as Sam approached, pulling the cigarette out of his mouth and pointing it towards him. “Come on, that’s hot man. You’ve been there. You can’t deny that Jensen’s got one hell of a body, even with the bun in the oven.” He took another puff, “Besides, they’re saying ‘goodbye’.”
The smile dropped off Sam’s face then, and he sighed, “Yeah. Jared coming with isn’t ideal but, well, I think he’ll cooperate.”
Chris raised his eyebrows, “Really? You think so? That boy’s too fucking pure, Sam.” The word pure was accompanied by Jared’s breathy voice and Chris chuckled at the vulgarity the boy was spouting. “Okay, maybe not pure. But he’s not going to handle what we’ve got planned.”
Sam’s hand swept across his mouth, the skin stretching tight. “I think he will. Especially if he thinks Jensen’s safety’s at risk.”
“I know he loves the dude an’ all but you really think we can trust him?”
Sam sat on the porch step and waited until Chris joined him. When he was offered a cigarette this time, he took it.
“Jared spent weeks thinking he was responsible for Sarah – I think he’ll follow our lead. Wherever we go, he’ll follow.” Sam savored the first puff, tried to remember the last time he’d enjoyed a smoke.
“You got a lot of faith in him.”
“I trust him not to betray us. That’s all. He doesn’t have to watch, he just has to not try to stop us.”
Chris threw the butt onto the ground and lit another.
“How’d you get Jack to agree to come along, anyway?”
Chris smirked, obviously pleased with himself. “Oh, that was easy. The poor guy’s going stir crazy round here. Offered him a night away, beer, good food, change of scene, new faces – he was jumping at the chance to get away.”
“God Jared, pleeeeassse.”
Sam didn’t want to hear what his friends were doing, but they were being anything other than quiet. He shrugged – it wasn’t the first time he’d heard them at it, probably wasn’t going to be the last.
Chris took a long draw before blowing out the smoke and readjusting his pants. Sam wasn’t surprised that the noises the boys were making was having an effect on Chris. “That boy’s got some stamina.”
Sam laughed. Chris, really didn’t see the funny side as he stood up, adjusted himself again.
Just then the porch was lit up as a light went on in the living room. Chris quickly went to the window, cupped his hands against the glass so he could see inside.
“Looks like mom and dad have been woken up.”
Sam didn’t even bother looking up, “I bet Donna’s pissed?”
“And then some.”
Part 36
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Date: 2008-11-03 12:44 am (UTC)I'm wondering how Donna's going to react to hearing that. Not well, I take it? ^___~
Also, EEE, so Jared's going to find out about Jack soon? Oh, that's going to be interesting.
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Date: 2008-11-03 12:45 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2008-11-03 12:45 am (UTC)This discussion between the boys was great, I've missed their shows of love. And I loved the second discussion and can't wait to see what exactly Sam wants to do.
Great update!
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Date: 2008-11-03 12:49 am (UTC)Jensen is going to have to tell her to shut up or it's time to move out one or the other.
I'm really very worried about all the men being away from the cabin at one time. I know Josh and Joe are there with Jeff and Alan but it's still not the same as having Chris and Sam there.
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Date: 2008-11-03 12:54 am (UTC)no subject
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Date: 2008-11-03 12:55 am (UTC)Heehee, hot and bothered Chris and pissed off Donna is excellent. Great way to end the chapter, though I can't wait for Donna's reaction to the noises her boy is making!
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Date: 2008-11-03 01:08 am (UTC)And whack Donna upside the head.
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Date: 2008-11-03 01:09 am (UTC)I'm sure momma Ackles is not gonna be happy.
you really have me here, think I need to read the earlier of this.
amazing story!!!
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Date: 2008-11-03 01:10 am (UTC)Absolutely love the way the story covers all emotions at once.
Brilliant update once again!!
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Date: 2008-11-03 01:26 am (UTC). Sam wasn’t surprised that the noises the boys were making was having an effect on Chris. “That boy’s got some stamina.”
Sam laughed. Chris, really didn’t see the funny side as he stood up, adjusted himself again.
Just then the porch was lit up as a light went on in the living room. Chris quickly went to the window, cupped his hands against the glass so he could see inside.
“Looks like mom and dad have been woken up.”
Sam didn’t even bother looking up, “I bet Donna’s pissed?”
“And then some.”
Second... I want Jensen's mom to go away before she ruins everything. LOL!
And Chris listening just makes everything hotter. Like he needs a warm body next to him to get him through this winter and maybe Sam can help him! :P
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Date: 2008-11-03 01:43 am (UTC)Loved the scene between Sam and Chris. Poor Chris, stuck out in the middle of no where and not getting anything but audio!
Donna better figure it out soon. I want to like her, I really do.
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Date: 2008-11-03 01:51 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2008-11-03 02:02 am (UTC)Can't wait for more.
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Date: 2008-11-03 03:24 am (UTC)Anxious for the all male confrontation as well.... Think once Jared realizes that the guy he once trusted was getting ready to sell the man he loves back to that beastly center he will be more than happy to assist Sam and Chris.....
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Date: 2008-11-03 03:41 am (UTC)Just my two cents.
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Date: 2008-11-03 03:45 am (UTC)Great Update, I so look forward to these :D
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Date: 2008-11-03 04:23 am (UTC)no subject
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Date: 2008-11-03 06:15 am (UTC)Sorry I have been very slack with commenting. *hangs head in shame*
Can't wait to see what Mama Bear will do about the noisy, naughty boys! :D
Though I'm a bit worried about Jared being there when they deal with Jack, so much potential for things to go terribly wrong! *bites nailes*
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Date: 2008-11-03 06:33 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2008-11-03 07:16 am (UTC)And oh man! I can't wait to see how Donna reacts to hearing them!
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Date: 2008-11-03 07:54 am (UTC)Looking forward to more.
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Date: 2008-11-03 11:41 am (UTC)Oh mama, lighten up or buy some ear plugs hehe.
Can't wait...
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Date: 2008-11-03 12:22 pm (UTC)Haha, I knew Donna wouldn't be too happy about what she's just heard, I have to wonder if she's going to go bursting in there to try and stop them, which would probably scar her for life, lol.
Really great, can't wait for more.
*hugs*
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Date: 2008-11-03 12:43 pm (UTC)no subject
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Date: 2008-11-03 06:05 pm (UTC)I'm excited to see what Sam and Chris have planned for Jack, and I must say, I like the fact that Jared will be there, too.
Great work, as always. I'm completely addicted to this series.
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Date: 2008-11-03 09:20 pm (UTC)Thank you, I'm already thinking about Wednesday up-date !
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Date: 2008-11-03 09:28 pm (UTC)I think I'm going to be doing some serious stalking around your LJ anticipating when you post the next one. *grins*
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Date: 2008-11-03 11:34 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2008-11-05 10:08 pm (UTC)Am I the only one thinking that something bad will happen when the guys leave for this little trip...either with Jared or something to Jensen while Jared is gone? The goodbye sex between Jared and Jensen almost seemed final (and I really hope it isn't).
I wonder how Jack will take react when he realizes why they left. I'm also curious about Jared's reaction. I think Jared will remain loyal to them simply because it will protect Jensen. Because, I think we all know that Jack will go down fighting.
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Date: 2008-11-05 10:49 pm (UTC)Though, I'm hating all the conspiracy crap. *pushes boys together forever and ever*
I hate sex scenes like this, because they're almost always like the last time the lovers are together for the rest of the movie. This is right before the anvil drops, and I hate that they just can't be happy already. I read about that Chinese couple who lived in a cave in the woods their entire married life and were the happiest people in the world. To hell with the rest of the world, just give 'em a cave in the woods. I'd be fine with that.
And, um, I leave for work in one hour. Will there be more before then?
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